Dinosaur With Headphones

I was thinking about S's smile. I truly miss it. I think her smile was the sweetest thing I've ever seen. It was like a sunrise and a sunset rolled into one.

And this is a song Randy Newman wrote for his ex-wife:

"I Miss You" – Randy Newman

"I miss you, I'm sorry but I do."

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Played soccer in perfect overcast weather today. I play defense but once everyone gets tired I move forward to try and grab a goal or an assist. I ran my heart out today, trying to grab a goal to silently dedicate to my grandmother. Didn't get one but it's not a big deal. It's just a gesture.

Sigh.

I miss that S smile that smiled like it was only smiling for me. You know that feeling? Hold on to it as long as you can.