Dinosaur With Headphones

S is the only person who ever made me feel like I wasn't a freak. She made me feel special.

I lost that feeling long ago.

I'll never forget the first day I met R. The way she and S made me feel that day is undoubtedly the best feeling I've ever had. Probably the best day of my life. That day and the first day S and I made love.

Now she doesn't talk to me.

I guess it all wasn't as good for her as it was for me.

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I guess I said something wrong. Perhaps, in retrospect, I shouldn't have mentioned cunnilingus.

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I need a blowjob.

I need to wrap her warmly in my arms once again. The way she fit in my arms was soothing electric blanket magic.